THE SONG AND ME

This song is a reflection of who I am: my beliefs, my experiences, and my fears. The story contained in this piece would be incomplete without a little bit of background

My background as an artist and person

In case you wanna follow along

LYRICS

VERSE 1 

Another Friday/ come by/ and I see/ her again/

 Pull up/ swing by/ put her name/ write in pen/

 See eachother/ smiling /she polite/ as can be/

 And I stand there/ wondering/ do she/ remember me?/

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And I know/it don’t matter/ not a son/ she not my grand-/

 mother but/ motherfuck it/ cause she / matter to me/

 this shit just/ ain’t fair/ but that’s just/ according to me/  

 cancer /inside her/ dementia/ in her memory/

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Despite that/ I’ll admit/ sometimes that/ I forget/

 Chillin’ together/ good day/ no holding/ no regrets/

 She always calls/ his name/ and her/ grandkids too/

But I just can’t/ imagine/ something/ wrong with you/

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And clouds/ they turn gray/ good days/ turning bad/

 She cry’n/ Shivering/ and I hate seeing it/ draaag/

 on her/ and I wanna/ cry too/ I wanna/

 make her feel/ better but/ there’s nothing to do/ for my-

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VERSE 2

Shouldn’t/ get so dark/ caught up/ in my thoughts/

Cause from/ start to finish/ she always/kept her spark/ 

 Cause she /fight the fight/ and she /keep the faith/

you’d think/ given all/ there be/ something to hate/

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And yet she/ stay so kind/ despite the slip/ of mind/

 And I’m, just/ asking God/ for a little/ extra time/

 Because/ Hospice means/ 6 months/ or less/

 but man I/ try and deny/ it’s too easy/ to stress/

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Too too easy/ to cry/ I’m getting/ depressed/

 This whole thing/ pressing/ down on/ my chest/

 And its not/ even my mind/I’m standing/ free/

 But is this/my future?/ grow old and/ deceased?

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 I saw her/ every week/ no hope/ to get better/

 Her soul/ so beautiful/ weighed down /with a tether/

 cancer/ dementia/ that a war/ on two fronts/

 didn’t say/ goodbye/ she was gone in/ 2 months my…/